| Location | Banbury |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 10/08/2003 |
| Date of Death | 10/08/2003 |
| Visitors | 4,496 since 08/10/2008 |
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♥.·° ☆°·.♥.·°☆ °.♥♥.·°☆ °·.♥.·°☆ °♥.·° ☆°·.♥.·°☆ °.♥♥.·°☆ °·.♥.·°☆ °We would like to say a big thank you to everyone who has lit a candle or written something for our boys it really does mean the world to us Thank you again♥.·° ☆°·.♥.·°☆ °.♥♥.·°☆ °·.♥.·°☆ °♥.·° ☆°·.♥.·°☆ °.♥♥.·°☆ °·.♥.·°☆ ° After losing Logan we said we would like to try again not to replace just to help heal our broke hearts and give us something to focus on.
And on the first try we were expecting you Tyler, We were over the moon and so surprised that it happened so quick but then that's when the worry kicked in. And yet again i knew from day 1 that you were a boy, See no morning sickness it was a breeze but with the girls i was always so poorly at first so i knew. I didn't want to go to the doctors right away but your daddy talked me into it said that i need to be looked after so i did, They booked me in to see the doctor at the hospital right away, I was worried because it was with the same one that i was under for Logan, And i had every right to be. He asked to examine me which due to be scared i let him, He came out with i think you have a weak cervix which i thought was strange as i had already carried your sisters ok till term. But we know how doctors can talk you into things and he didn't give me much time to think about it because i was already nearly 13 weeks and they dont like to do it after 12 weeks, So i was booked in straight away at 13weeks 1day. I remember after going to theatre i ached from head to toe felt like i had been kicked by a horse, When i got home i had afew spots of bleeding and then that stopped for about 3 days i had no bleeding at all. Then i felt it i was to scared to check but had to and my fears were confirmed. That night i asked your Daddy to take me up to see Logan and when i looked over to the empty space on the next row i knew i would be visting you there i know it sounds bad but i knew in my heart it was happening again, And i was so scared, We phoned the hospital and they said to come up straight away back to G ward by then the bleeding was heavy they checked me over and said the best thing was to go home.
I stayed in bed and your Daddy looked after the girls he was so good i am so blessed to have your daddy.
But then one night i started to have pain and your Daddy phoned G ward they saw i was in pain and again gave me the gas and air did blood tests and kept me in over night the nurse kept checking my blood pressure she told me it was low.
But the doctor came in in the morning and told me to go home. I went straight back to bed it was the only thing i could do. The next night i doubled over in pain again but it was worse i tried to have a bath see if it would easy it but it didn't your Daddy phoned them again it was a friday night i went straight in gas and air again more tests, again no scans at the weekend so they said they were going to keep me in and do a scan monday morning, The thing is no one asked me how much i was bleeding i would stand up and feel it pour, Then sunday mid morning a friend came to vist we chatted till about 2.30 then i had this numb empty feeling come over me and i said to my friend that i needed to go to bed to rest which i did for a couple of hours, Then i sat up right with a horrendous pain the first thing i did was phone your daddy because i knew that it was happening i tried to wait till your daddy got there before asking for something for the pain but couldn't she gave me paracetamol, Your Daddy turned up in no time at all and he spoke to the nurse because he could tell that paracetamol just wasn't going to help, They got the duty consultant to come and see me and he told me that they have to take the stitch out because it could tear my cervix if they didn't and that could mean i would either loss womb or my life. I was given all the pain relief they could give me aswell as the gas and air again. They brought me the consent forms to sign 1 was for being put under and the other was for a hysterectomy your Daddy said that neither of my signature's looked like mine, They asked my if i wanted them to take you away while they were taking the stitch out i said no i had to do it for myself it was the least i could do after yet again i had let my babies down and my body wouldn't let me carry you. I went down at 6.50pm and came back to the ward at 9.45pm they had tried several times to get a drip in they had trouble doing it because my blood pressure was so low and they couldn't see my veins they did get a couple in in the end.
I felt this sudden urge for a toilet again they brought in a bed pan i pass a blood clot almost the size of a rugby ball we thought that was it but no within minutes i needed it again and passed another 1 but alot smaller and then again a big one but you also came away aswell complete miscarriage it was placenta abrubption again the same as Logan. they wouldn't let me see you untill they had the blood transfusion going because i had lost so much blood. Then we got to spend some very precious time with you.that we will treasure forever. i was 15+weeks when we lost you.
well my angel thats your story for what happen i feel i owe you that at least.
we all love and miss you so much my wee man.
forever in our hearts and lots of hugs to you.
Mummy Daddy
and big sisters Cherise Kelsey Tiree and the your little sister shaylamae and little brother Riley.
Thay all know your part of the family and often ask to go and see you.
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I Miss You
If i was granted just one wish
I know what it would be
For the only thing i long for
Is to have you here with me
I'm trying to be patient
Until the time comes when
My one wish will be granted
and i will be with you
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Thinking of you at Christmastime
You're in my thoughts today
You've only gone to Heaven
To watch over us each day.
Today we'll spend together
just like we always do
I'm sending Christmas Wishes
with love
from me to you.
Christmas blessings
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Christmas without you here with me,
can never possibly be the same.
But I carry an Angel within my heart;
one so precious, who has your name.
An Angel forever watching over me,
at Christmas time, and over the year.
Although you can't be here anymore,
inside my heart, you are so very near.
There is no special present for you,
wrapped up under my Christmas tree.
But I have a greater gift to give to you;
all the love you can still feel from me.
No, Christmas time without you here,
could not ever possibly be the same.
But, I have had the precious gift of you,
and the memories and love, will remain.
� Pamela Hall
All my love Sylvie
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Tributes For Week Commencing 7th November 2011
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MONDAY
In our hearts your memory lingers
Sweetly tender, fond and true,
There is not a day, dear angel
That we do not think of you.
TUESDAY
We know that you're beside us,
In everything we do,
But life's just not the same
Now that we've lost you
WEDNESDAY
Things I feel most deeply
Are the hardest things to say
My dearest one, I love you
In a very special way
THURSDAY
Your life was a blessing
Your memory a treasure
You are loved beyond words
And missed beyond measure
FRIDAY
I'm sending a dove to heaven
With a parcel on its wings.
Be careful how you open it
It’s full of beautiful things
Inside are a million kisses
Wrapped up in a million hugs
To say how much you mean to us
And send you all our love
Author Unknown
SATURDAY
Babies are angels
That fly to earth
Their wings disappear
At the time of there birth
One look in their eye
And we're never the same
They're part of us now
And that part has a name
That part is your heart
And a bond that won’t sever
Our babies are angels
And we love them forever
Anon
SUNDAY
Just the average family
We didn't ask for more.
Then life was changed completely
With that knock upon our door.
This awful thing had happened
And none of us knew why.
You were never coming back again
And we didn't say goodbye.
Our world just fell to pieces
We cried with disbelief.
We had to stick together
To overcome our grief.
We'll never understand it
It all seems so unfair.
We wish we'd hear that knock again
And see you standing there.
Unknown Author
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Heaven's Grocery Store
By Ron DeMarco
I was walking down life's highway
a long, long time ago.
One day I saw a sign that read,
"HEAVEN'S GROCERY STORE."
As I got a little closer, the door opened wide,
and I found myself standing inside.
I saw a host of ANGELS.
They were standing everywhere.
One handed me a basket and said,
"My Child, shop with care."
Everything a human needed
was in that grocery store.
And if you couldn't carry it all,
you could come back the next day for more.
First, I got some PATIENCE.
LOVE was in the same row.
Further down was UNDERSTANDING,
you need that everywhere you go.
I got a box or two of WISDOM,
a bag or two of FAITH.
I just couldn't miss the HOLY GHOST,
for it was all over the place.
I stopped to get some STRENGTH and COURAGE
TO HELP ME RUN THIS RACE.
By then my basket was getting full,
but I remembered I needed some GRACE.
I didn't forget SALVATION,
for SALVATION was free.
So I tried to get enough of that
to save both you and me.
Then I started up to the counter
to pay my grocery bill.
For I thought I had everything
to do the MASTER'S will.
As I went up the aisle, I saw PRAYER;
and I just had to put that in,
for I knew when I stepped outside,
I would run into sin.
PEACE and JOY were plentiful;
they were last on the shelf.
SONG and PRAISE were hanging near,
so I just helped myself.
Then I said to the angel,
"Now, how much do I owe?"
He smiled again and said,
"MY CHILD, JESUS PAID YOUR BILL
A LONG, LONG TIME AGO."
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FOR MONDAY
ღ ♥ ღ As Long As We Can See You
ღ ♥ ღ Through The Windows Of Our Eye's
ღ ♥ ღ We Promise You Our Sweet Angel
ღ ♥ ღ True Love Will Never Die
FOR TUESDAY
ღ ♥ ღ Just like a special angel
ღ ♥ ღ God wrapped you in His care
ღ ♥ ღ And took you off to heaven
ღ ♥ ღ To live with Him, up there.
FOR WEDNESDAY
ღ ♥ ღ Angel, I'm lighting this candle
ღ ♥ ღ For you just to say,
ღ ♥ ღ You're loved ,missed and cherished
ღ ♥ ღ With each passing day
FOR THURSDAY
ღ ♥ ღ Have A Lovely Day In Heaven
ღ ♥ ღ May Your Day Be Filled With Love
ღ ♥ ღ You Are So Precious
ღ ♥ ღ To Us All Our Angels Up Above
FOR FRIDAY
HEAVEN
Heaven must be a peaceful place
Where everyone will find
Sweet comfort for the spirit
And contentment for the mind.
Heaven must be a joyful place
Where pain and sadness end,
Where cares are left behind,
And every soul becomes a friend.
Heaven must be the perfect place
All hearts are dreaming of,
For only heaven is lovely enough
For the cherished souls we love.
UNKNOWN
FOR SATURDAY
Ocean Lament
Everything, EVERYTHING, speaks your name
Bringing back memories of joy, and pain.
Watching the water, the waves that roll
Feeling you pour through my very soul.
I search and I search and hope to find
One single footprint you left behind.
Can you see me, and do you know
The longing and sorrow of missing you so?
I look down at my shadow and think about you
Still going with me in all that I do.
At times I am walking on such a thin line,
Alone on this journey that's unwillingly mine.
Oh, warmth of the sun in blue sky above,
Just send me one ray from this child that I love!
The gulls circle madly, their cries are my voice--
"Why did this happen? Why was there no choice?"
Oh waves, cleanse my sorrow at least for today.
B. Walker
April 5, 2001
FOR SUNDAY
When I have no one to turn to
And I am feeling kind of low
When there is no one here to talk to
And no where I really want to go
I search deep within myself
It is the love inside my heart
That lets me know my Angels are there
Even though we are many miles apart
A smile then appears upon my face
And the sun begins to shine
I hear a voice, so soft and sweet
Saying, 'Everything will be just fine'
It may seem that I am alone
But I am never by myself at all
Whenever I need my Angels near
All I have to do is call
An Angel's love is always true
On that you can always depend
They will always stand behind you
And will always be your friend
--Unknown
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FOR MONDAY
Your gentle face and patient smile
With sadness we recall
You had a kindly word for each
And died beloved by all.
FOR TUESDAY
In our hearts your memory lingers,
Sweetly tender, fond and true,
There is not a day,
That we do not think of you.
FOR WEDNESDAY
Your life was a blessing
Your memory a treasure...
You are loved beyond words
And missed beyond measure...
FOR THURSDAY
You are not forgotten loved one
Nor will you ever be.
As long as life and memory last
We will remember thee.
FOR FRIDAY
After Glow
I'd like the memory of me
To be a happy one.
I'd like to leave an afterglow
Of smiles when life is done.
I'd like to leave an echo
Whispering softly down the ways,
Of happy times and laughing times
And bright and sunny days
I'd like the tears
Of those who grieve,
To dry before the sun
Of happy memories that I leave
When life is done.
FOR SATURDAY
I'm Free
Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free
I'm following the path God laid for me.
I took His hand when I heard Him call
I turned my back and left it all.
I could not stay another day
To laugh, to love, to work or play.
Tasks left undone must stay that way,
I found that peace at the close of day.
If my parting has left a void
Then fill it with remembered joy.
A friendship started, a laugh, a kiss,
Ah yes, these things I too will miss.
Be not burdened with times of sorrow
I wish you the sunshine to tomorrow.
My life's been full, I savoured much,
Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch
Perhaps my time seemed all too brief
Don't lengthen it now with undue grief.
Lift up your heart and share with me
God wanted me now; He set me free.
FOR SUNDAY
When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not here to see...
If the sun should rise and find your
Eyes filled with tears for me,
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today...
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you...
And each time you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand...
That Jesus came and called my name,
And took me by the hand.
He said my place was ready
In Heaven far above...
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.
So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart...
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here in your heart.
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……………Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
………….Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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