| Location | Banbury |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 10/08/2003 |
| Date of Death | 10/08/2003 |
| Visitors | 2,764 since 08/10/2008 |
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candle or written something for our boys it really does mean the world to us Thank you again♥.·°
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°.♥♥.·°☆ °·.♥.·°☆ ° After losing Logan we said we would like to try again not to
replace just to help heal our broke hearts and give us something to focus on.
And on the first try we were expecting you Tyler, We were over the moon and so surprised that it
happened so quick but then that's when the worry kicked in. And yet again i knew from day 1 that you
were a boy, See no morning sickness it was a breeze but with the girls i was always so poorly at
first so i knew. I didn't want to go to the doctors right away but your daddy talked me into it said
that i need to be looked after so i did, They booked me in to see the doctor at the hospital right
away, I was worried because it was with the same one that i was under for Logan, And i had every
right to be. He asked to examine me which due to be scared i let him, He came out with i think you
have a weak cervix which i thought was strange as i had already carried your sisters ok till term.
But we know how doctors can talk you into things and he didn't give me much time to think about it
because i was already nearly 13 weeks and they dont like to do it after 12 weeks, So i was booked in
straight away at 13weeks 1day. I remember after going to theatre i ached from head to toe felt like
i had been kicked by a horse, When i got home i had afew spots of bleeding and then that stopped for
about 3 days i had no bleeding at all. Then i felt it i was to scared to check but had to and my
fears were confirmed. That night i asked your Daddy to take me up to see Logan and when i looked
over to the empty space on the next row i knew i would be visting you there i know it sounds bad but
i knew in my heart it was happening again, And i was so scared, We phoned the hospital and they said
to come up straight away back to G ward by then the bleeding was heavy they checked me over and said
the best thing was to go home.
I stayed in bed and your Daddy looked after the girls he was so good i am so blessed to have your
daddy.
But then one night i started to have pain and your Daddy phoned G ward they saw i was in pain and
again gave me the gas and air did blood tests and kept me in over night the nurse kept checking my
blood pressure she told me it was low.
But the doctor came in in the morning and told me to go home. I went straight back to bed it was the
only thing i could do. The next night i doubled over in pain again but it was worse i tried to have
a bath see if it would easy it but it didn't your Daddy phoned them again it was a friday night i
went straight in gas and air again more tests, again no scans at the weekend so they said they were
going to keep me in and do a scan monday morning, The thing is no one asked me how much i was
bleeding i would stand up and feel it pour, Then sunday mid morning a friend came to vist we chatted
till about 2.30 then i had this numb empty feeling come over me and i said to my friend that i
needed to go to bed to rest which i did for a couple of hours, Then i sat up right with a horrendous
pain the first thing i did was phone your daddy because i knew that it was happening i tried to wait
till your daddy got there before asking for something for the pain but couldn't she gave me
paracetamol, Your Daddy turned up in no time at all and he spoke to the nurse because he could tell
that paracetamol just wasn't going to help, They got the duty consultant to come and see me and he
told me that they have to take the stitch out because it could tear my cervix if they didn't and
that could mean i would either loss womb or my life. I was given all the pain relief they could give
me aswell as the gas and air again. They brought me the consent forms to sign 1 was for being put
under and the other was for a hysterectomy your Daddy said that neither of my signature's looked
like mine, They asked my if i wanted them to take you away while they were taking the stitch out i
said no i had to do it for myself it was the least i could do after yet again i had let my babies
down and my body wouldn't let me carry you. I went down at 6.50pm and came back to the ward at
9.45pm they had tried several times to get a drip in they had trouble doing it because my blood
pressure was so low and they couldn't see my veins they did get a couple in in the end.
I felt this sudden urge for a toilet again they brought in a bed pan i pass a blood clot almost the
size of a rugby ball we thought that was it but no within minutes i needed it again and passed
another 1 but alot smaller and then again a big one but you also came away aswell complete
miscarriage it was placenta abrubption again the same as Logan. they wouldn't let me see you untill
they had the blood transfusion going because i had lost so much blood. Then we got to spend some
very precious time with you.that we will treasure forever. i was 15+weeks when we lost you.
well my angel thats your story for what happen i feel i owe you that at least.
we all love and miss you so much my wee man.
forever in our hearts and lots of hugs to you.
Mummy Daddy
and big sisters Cherise Kelsey Tiree and the your little sister shaylamae and little brother Riley.
Thay all know your part of the family and often ask to go and see you.
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I Miss You
If i was granted just one wish
I know what it would be
For the only thing i long for
Is to have you here with me
I'm trying to be patient
Until the time comes when
My one wish will be granted
and i will be with you
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GOODNIGHT ANGEL XX
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Look to the sky at night
Not with your eyes
But with your heart
And witness the star
That twinkles so bright
It always stands apart xx
GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LIKE A COMET,,,,,,BLAZING CROSS THE EVENING SKY,
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIKE A RAINBOW,FADING IN THE COMING NIGHT,
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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SHINING,SPARKLING,AND SPLENDIDLY BRIGHT.
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HERE ONE DAY.,,.GONE ONE NIGHT.
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIKE A CLOTH OF SUNLIGHT ON A CLOUDY AFTERNOON.
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIKE A CASTLE BUILT UPON A SANDY BEACH.
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIKE A PERFECT LOVELY FLOWER, THAT IS
JUST BEYOND YOU"RE REACH.
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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BORN TO LIVE IN SHEER DELIGHT,
HERE ONE DAY,GONE BY NIGHT.
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIKE A SUNSET DAZZLED BY THE RISING MOON.
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GONE TOO SOON.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TYLER XXXXXX
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LOVE BARBARA XXXX
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Tribute for this Special Weekend
HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE
Candles will be lit as usual
On Sunday For Monday
SKY BUNNIES
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The sky is full of bunny clouds
So soft and fat and white,
I wonder if they're hiding eggs
For angels to find with delight.
Because angels like Easter as well, you know,
And there's no reason why
There shouldn't be an Easter hunt
In meadows in the sky.
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THE TINY BUNNY
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The tiny bunny
Is working all day long
Decorating Easter eggs
While humming a song
He is having so much fun
Making eggs for you and me
And small chocolate bunnies
That he gives away free
But when he is finished
He'll bring them your way
In a big coloured basket
Upon Easter day
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A SPECIAL EASTER WISH
This special Easter wish
That comes with love to you
Brings warm and heartfelt thanks
For all the thoughtful things you do--
It also comes to let you know
You mean so much more each day
To everyone your lives have touched
In such a loving way.
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FUNNY BUNNY
Little Easter, the comedienne bunny,
Tried too hard at being funny.
She juggled and she dropped the eggs
They fell and smashed between her legs.
Poor Easter left the stage in shame
And thought that she might change her name.
But then that bunny read this ad,
"This Sunday we need help real bad."
So Easter Bunny kept her name
And through the years has gained much fame,
When Easter's Sunday comes each year.
She delivers eggs and we all cheer.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
For Friday
♰ ♥ ♰ TO MY DEAR FRIEND ♥ ♰ ♥ ♰
Pass this on to all your close friends
I received this lovely poem today
I would like to share it with you
Its just a way of saying I'm grateful
For everything you do
If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own;
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone.
If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
are impossible for me.
I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there
I just wanted to say night night my beautiful baby boy, and that i am so sorry i havent been on here much lately but mummy is haveing a hard time at the moment but i will come back when i can, Just remember that i think of you each and every day i send you kisses and hugs every morning and night time you are in my heart always,
sleep tight my little man
loadsa love mummy x x x
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Tribute for this weekend
Candles will be lit as usual
On Sunday For Monday
To All Parents
“I’ll lend you for a little time
A child of mine,” He said.
“For you to love the while they live
And mourn when they are dead,
“It may be six or seven years,
Or twenty-two or three.
“But will you, till I call them back,
Take care of them for me?
“They’ll bring their charms to gladden you,
But should their stay be brief,
“You’ll have their lovely memories,
As solace for your grief,
“I cannot promise they will stay,
Since all from earth return,
“But there are lessons taught down there
I want this child to learn.
“I’ve looked the wide world over
In my search for teachers true,
“And from the throngs that crowd life’s lanes
I have selected you.
“Now will you give them all your love,
Nor think the labour vain,
“Nor hate me when I come to call
To take them back again?
I fancied that I heard them say:
Dear Lord, Thy will be done!
“For all the joy Thy child shall bring,
The risk of grief we’ll run.
We’ll shelter them with tenderness:
We’ll love them while we may,
And for happiness we’ve known
Forever grateful stay.
“But should the angels call for them
Much sooner than we’d planned.
“We’ll brave the bitter grief that comes
And try to understand.”
Tomorrow
If I should go tomorrow
It would never be goodbye,
For I have left my heart with you,
So don't you ever cry.
The love that's deep within me,
Shall reach you from the stars,
You'll feel it from the heavens,
And it will heal the scars.
Love Lives On
Those we love remain with us
For love itself lives on,
And cherished memories never fade
Because a loved one's gone.
Those we love can never be
More than a thought apart,
Far as long as there is memory,
They'll live on in the heart.
When We Remember
You can shed tears that they are gone
Or you can smile because they have lived
You can close your eyes
And pray that they’ll come back
Or you can open your eyes
And see all they have left
Your heart can be empty
Because you can’t see them
Or you can be happy for tomorrow
Because of yesterday.
You can remember them
And only that they have gone
Or you can cherish their memory
And let it live on
You can cry and close your mind,
Be empty and turn your back
Or you can do what they wanted:
SMILE,
Open your eyes,
LOVE
And go on.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
For Friday
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Tribute Is For This Weekend
Candles Might Not Be Lit Until Monday Next Week It's My Birthday On Saturday So I Will Be Missing Christopher Even More Than Usual... Bless Him X
Grief Is Like A River
My grief is like a river,
I have to let it flow,
But I myself determine
Just where the banks will go.
Some days the current takes me
In waves of guilt and pain,
But there are always quiet pools
Where I can rest again.
I crash on rocks of anger;
My faith seems faint indeed,
But there are other swimmers
Who know that what I need
Are loving hands to hold me
When the waters are too swift,
And someone kind to listen
When I just seem to drift.
Grief's river is a process
Of relinquishing the past.
By swimming in hope's channels,
I'll reach the shore at last.
If I Knew
If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
And pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time
That I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
And call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
So I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
To stop and say "I love you,"
Instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
So I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow
To make up for an oversight,
And we always get a second chance
To make everything just right.
There will always be another day
To say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance to say
Our "Anything I can do?"
But just in case I might be wrong,
And today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
And I hope we never forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
Young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
You get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
Why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
You'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time
For a smile, a hug, or a kiss
And you were too busy to grant someone,
What turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today,
And whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
And that you'll always hold them dear
Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
You'll have no regrets about today.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
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